Anytime I am about to embark on something big or there are intense things happening in my life these things always show up in my dreams.
Last night I had a dream that I was talking to my Doc after the surgery about how I was one of the only patients she had ever had who could not lose weight. She was mystified and I was crushed.
I know I my confidence is bruised from my past attempts, but I also know I need to believe in myself- so the positive affirmations and self talk begin today.
In other news- the countdown has officially about to begin- surgery is in 19 days. Pre-op diet begins in 12 days. I am nervous for the diet, but also see it as a detox opportunity.
How was the pre-op diet for all of you??